by Jio Santino Forbes Deslate
Recall the adolescent fist that took on
The bedroom wall in the mushroom cloud-
Aftermath of rejection. The same
Hand that has since felt the sting of more
Immovables still yanks window frames
In secret tantrums against his
Lessor who oiled him with phrases like
“Lots of light” and “Well-ventilated”
Perhaps it is not petulance but photophilia
The yearning to pummel the timorous
Jail-cell slits, burst open a vista
And size up the sprawling daybreak
Chest puffed and pointed to the source.
To be possessed by the morning
Is surely good (but only the early morning
When the sun stays shut in its kernel
Keeping close that energy, coiled so tight
That it could be nothing but solid
And fervent). To be zapped by that
First light, inhabited by the steady,
Reassuring heat simmering in your
Gut – a Pentecost. Surely we can
Prescribe a routine reverence,
A practiced hope if not rage at the
Faint scarlet sky taunting as matadors.
To believe for a few
Wee minutes every day that you
Can hold fire